CRATE DIGGING, INSTRUMENTALS, PHOTOGRAPHY,
LOS ANGELES, CA.
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I wonder how much life does someone have to live to say they have lived? When I go I want to be calm.. I want the wind to be still. I want to tell what ever is up there everything. About the day the world ended for me. My last day on earth. I watched a movie once and I think it was called “big fish” where in it a man is dying. And when he passes they lower him into a lake, he then becomes a fish and swims away. That’s how I imagine the end. We just swim away. I’ve always had a type of fear for the ocean, or big bodies of water. But that sounds ideal. When I get to swim away I want to take with me a few memory’s. Simple things like the color in the leaves,birds and the way the sun feels. Most of all I want to remember the sky. I’m afraid I won’t get to see it again after this swim. In my mind I have this place I’ve never seen. Almost as if I’ve already been there but to me it doesn’t exist. Its beautiful … I couldn’t take you there but I could paint it for you. it doesn’t exist. Or maybe I’ve already been there in the life before this. I then think of music and how it comes to me so easy. Maybe I’ve already written these songs in the life before this one. Maybe I’ve already lived enough to say I have lived. I plan to wake up one day in a place of my design. Where the way you die is by swimming away. I have a fear for waking up now. Wonder if I’ll have a fear for sleeping ..then. Everyone is a BIGFISH some of us choose to swim in dirty water.
That’s how you know you love someone, I guess, when you can’t experience anything without wishing the other person were there to see it, too.
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