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Ellen Hopkins (via bl-ossomed)
I can’t leave you. You’re the only person I love on Mondays and I fucking hate everyone on Mondays. I can’t give that up.
I think of you often, I still can’t shake you off my mind. Makes me wonder if I’ll ever. At times I want to jump of the face of this earth because of this feeling I am left with. I’m here sitting, listening to the fan move back and fourth. In my mind I can picture a birds cage with a broken, squeaky door swinging back and fourth with the wind of the fan, but that’s in my mind and the fan is outside of it in the real. I wonder when I’ll be able to rid of that cage and move on with my mind, I wonder why its so deeply rooted in to my mind to begin with. Love is a strong word… And at this point .. Where I am now. It has lost its meaning. Its purity. At least for me it has, as I sit here thinking of why I’m here …thinking. People move on.. And its that thought that scares me. .. To be completely aware that the person you love isn’t in love with you. Such a disturbing thought to keep captive in your mind. I want to let go of it. I want to be free from this feeling that once made me feel the riches man alive. I wonder if I’ll ever get to be ok. I wonder if I’ll ever be able to get rid of the bird cage in my mind.
I wonder when this goes away.
One of the greatest regrets in life is being what others would want you to be, rather than being yourself.
Shannon L. Alder (via kushandwizdom)